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(x)Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( ) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
Total: 6

(x) The Princess Bride
(x) AnchorMan
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Labyrinth
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
( ) White Noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 15

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 24

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
( ) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 31

(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30 aka Suddenly 30
( ) I, Robot
( ) Robots
Total so far: 39

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
( ) KING KONG
Total so far: 47

( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 56

(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 60

( ) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 67

(x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride aka Roadkill
( ) Lucky Number Slevin aka the wrong man
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremacy
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
( ) The Fog
( ) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Curious George
Total so far: 73

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
(x) Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss's Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
( ) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 81

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 90

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
(x) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
(x) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 103

(x) Swimfan
(x) Miracle on 34th street
(x) Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
(x) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total so far: 108

( ) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 111

( ) Baseketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
(x) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
(x) Elf
( ) Highlander
( ) Mothman Prophecies
(x) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far: 114

( ) The Jacket
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Titanic
( ) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
( ) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 116

( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
( ) Hulk
(x) Dawn Of the Dead
(x) Hook
(x) Chronicle Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
( ) Waterworld
Total so far: 120

( ) Kill Bill vol 1
( ) Kill Bill vol 2
( ) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( ) Kingdom of Heaven
( ) the Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 120

( ) Star Wars Ep. 4 The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. 5 Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. 6 Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. 1 A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Ep. 2 The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Ep. 3 Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 120

(x) The Matrix
( ) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Animatrix
(x) Evil Dead
(x) Evil Dead 2
( ) team america world police
( ) Red Dragon
(x) Silence of the Lambs
(x) Hannibal
Total: 126

Now Add them up and......

126
dude there are so many more movies that ive seen that arent on here ...

this sucks

you know what sucks more being awake at 530 this is lame
and there is no one to talk to ... like wtf
serious

i left ginas early cause all iwas doing was talking to him so i figured i should just leave and talk to him here
but he didnt want to talk then he just wantd to sleep
i guess he doesnt care
i dunno
i dunno what to thikn
im just another girl
maybe he shouldnt ever talk to me again
maybe he would be better off
would i be?

i am kinda startin to get a little bit sleepy.

smoking like a pack of ciggs today not really a good idea :(
ahh
i miss him

he said something about coming over tommorrow it prob wouldnt happen but maybe just maybe

i dunno i just wished he liked it here, or at least pretend too like before
i miss our 5 am convos i want them back ... i want to talk about nothing and everything
i want to not worry about what he going to think of me.
i want him to like my friends
i want us to do those things he always talks about together
ahh i need to stop this.

like serious

ps my leg is killing me, i moved around way to much today.

Current Location:	bed
Current Mood:	restless
Current Music:	all hail the heartbreaker

i wish it wasnt thanksgiving tommorrow i wish i could go back to school tonite
this sucks
i dunno i just want him to hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok
but that isnt going to happen

i just want to ride my bike around the city
and not have this leg pain
i dunno i cant handle this

i want to feel better
and i thought that would, but today it just made me worst
i couldnt get my mind off you
i cant think of anything else its really bad.

i dunno everything reminds of you.
everything
you said today that you were hanging out with girls i wonder if you are
(ps i love how girls that are your "friends" call me a slut of mspace)
lameossss
whatever
and i totally love how to answer your phone
yeah i know i didnt answer mine today both times you calld but
i did leave you a eamon message on your phone
hi eamon its nicole, call me back.
thats is it nothing personal, not heyy its me
or whatever we used to do
wonder why i hate xmas cause all im getting is a broken heart this year
i hate everything having to do with xmas, i hate cherry stupid kids with a mile long lists its all so stupid. no one really cares if you were a good kid
cause either way you are getting lots of stupid toys from your lame parents.

just seriously leave me alone

he wants to see other people
he says that he likes other people but likes me the most
this sucks
it hurts
i cant think
i cant take this
i am never good enough for anyone

no matter what i do they just walk all over me
i need to not miss him so much
i need to not worry and think about him
he says maybe we shouldnt talk so much
maybe he is right
maybe i should just forget about him completly
i should think about someone else
but i cant help this
everything around me reminds me of him

i love him
i wantd to spent forever with him
i still want too
i want him to want me
i want him to wake up one day and say wow why did i let that go
but he wouldnt
he doesnt love me
he loves the sex and the attention i give him
he hates the drive, and the city and the person that i am

he hates that i can draw and that i have boys that are friends
but i love him
and i cry over him
i cry over things that i know will never happen again

i want to cuddle and hold his hand
and i want him to tell me that everything is going to be ok
but its not ... theres nothing he can say for it to be better

i cant stop texting him
i know hes ok, and that he is going to be esp without me
but it hurts me so much
i have heart pains
its heartache
i want it to be ok i want us to get back together
but why would iwant to be with someone who doesnt want me
i hate this feeling
i just want to curl up and sleep so idont have to think about him, about this whole thing right now

but even in sleep i cant escape him, he is all in my dreams that all i do is dream that it is all ok
but its not he doesnt like me

he doesnt want to be around me
ahhhhhh
i hate being home i have to hide everything :(

i miss you
i wish we were talking
i wish i could see you tonite
i have a bad feeling about all this honestly
i give you all the time in the world just dont fuck me over
i love you and my heart hurts cause of this

class went good today, my edward scissorhands turnd out great!

i am trying to clean my room and hide all your stuff. cause its a daily reminder that hurts
esp cause you want time
time away from me
how can you be ok with that, i see that you textd me last nite saying nite alot that does
thanks for making me cry hard last nite ...

what they say about love is true, you have to let them go and if they come back to you it is real. if not then it wasnt meant to be. and i dont know what i am going to do without you around . i cant handle it really now, i kinda just walk around in a daze, not really knowing what is going on around me.
but i have work to do to keep me busy for right now.
but the work isnt what is in my dreams
that baby is all you, thanks alot

ps i ll love you forever promise
god damn hellogoodbye why do you have to remind me of him :(

Current Mood:	gloomy
Current Music:	i just think she's the best hgb